Romans 8:38-39 NIV
38 For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39 neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
When you feel the need to find God, don’t delay, don’t scoff, the need is not a weakness or a flaw. The need and urge is the Spirit of a loving father gently knocking on your heart’s door. It’s not about what some “Christian” did to you in the past or the bad things you read about Christians doing. All Christians are bad in the sense that all have sinned and no one was born a Christian – it always has been and always will be a choice.
Christ lived as a perfect example. Don’t be a Christian to be Christian, be a Christian to be like Christ.